We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
today is my last monday in the office. my whole world crashed down upon me when i saw my supervisor take the same company bus as me. well haha not tt serious la. but it means i cant play tt often or tt i must surf the net more discreetly. the weekend was gr8. i finally met rolyn on fri!!! she gave me chocolates she bought from swiss. it was really sweet of her. we went shopping in mango again. i think tts all i've bn talking abt these few days. haha. i saw ziyen in mango with her bf. but when i turned ard, she's gone. so we walked ard heeren. i think tt actually heeren is quite boring haha. i think i shld go shopping in far east next sat. on sat i went shopping in town. me n bryan just floated ard town. i dont think we bought anything. but he got his transformer vcd. n i got my straw bag. its not the size i want so i dunno if i shld get a bigger one.. anyway i went hm early tt day cos i wanna go to yahoo auctions. i found all the old cds tt i nvr listen to anymore and put them all for sale in yahoo auctions. so i spent the whole sunday uploading those pictures and its still not done yet! argh! its really tedious. i think next wk we are cont with bryan's lot. he's selling his football figurines. i think he's got 200 to sell. and tt does not includes like a lot more he decided to keep for long term collection. if tt does not work out maybe i'll just sell everything to cash converter cos my rm is just too packed with rubbish. and i'm such a klutz. bryan and i have the same wallet so yesterday when i was stuffing everything into his bag, i accidentally throw my wallet into his bag! omg! tt's super duper inconvenient for me. no ez-link card?! and bryan was suppose to meet me later to pass me my wallet n get the movie passes from me but i forgot to bring out my movie passes. i think i'm watching batman begins tmr, then war of the worlds on wed with my folks, then intial d with my folks. my bro n i decided to treat my folks to the movies. i mean tt'll work out if i'm financially better by mid-wk haha. so tt means i cant go to rina's hse to bake cookies! hmm.. tt's a sticky situation. i'm just so busy these days. i've not skipped in years. and i've got a class gathering this sat. and next wk is my orientation wk and next sat is my sec sch class gathering. i most prob dont have time to contact everyone. so hopefully weiling will do a good job. i hope the attendance is good. i mean i think tt these class gatherings right, everyone must make an effort. i dunno wots wrong with those ppl who are apparently free but dowan to come. anti-social?