We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
okie i'm bored again. anyway my bro bought new shades! so i can get to wear them. i'm still thinking whether i shld buy the gigantic hat at NUM cos it cost a whooping $39. and my dad complains tt i'm spending too much cos he gave me $50 on sat n this morning i got another $21 from him the odd no is cos i needed coins for the dumb bus. so yea. sometimes i feel like killing my bro. on sat i msged him to tell my dad tt i'm coming hm for dinner n he happily watched dvds n in the end my folks had their dnner outside n they da pao for him but not me?! another instances was when we were both in the backseat of my dad's car caught in a jam so my bro wanted to send me ringtones. so he was like which ringtones do u want. and i was like anything. then he said. my ringtones are like black eye peas one leh. u got listen to their songs one meh? like ?! another 2 1/2 hr to go!
i'm bored so here goes. some things you dunno abt me 1)i dont eat most veg cep for dou miao, beansprouts, spinach, kang kong, cabbage, lettuce 2)i have a smelly pillow at hm tt i love to hug 3)i love to chat 4)i love bubble tea. esp cool station honey green tea with mix fruit jelly n pearl 5)i still share a room with my brother 6)i share acessories with my brother 7)i dip into my bro's savings when i'm broke *evil grins* 8)i've tons of makeup but dunno how to use em' 9)i hate teaching my bro his maths 10)i can cook but i'm too lazy to. (doubting me?) haha.
i'm so FULL. i'm such a klutz. just now during lunch, i was eating the economic rice and there was so sauce n u had to b diy with it pouring the sauce urself n i was too greedy n my rice ended up swimming in the black sauce.. this yr i failed to get the ndp tickets again grr.. tts so so so disappointing. i hate internet balloting. tt's like my grandma's fave event n i keep failing to get the tickets for her. bah. and i was thinking how life is unfair just now. i mean its not abt me but my colleagues were talking abt this common friend who was trying for SIA and failed to become an air stewardess cos she was too fat. and her fat means normal weight to the extent of the low side of the middle range BMI. i think pencils look ugly in the kebaya uniform. there was also an article abt some SIA girl starving herself for the job in yest's newspaper. tsk tsk.
today is my last monday in the office. my whole world crashed down upon me when i saw my supervisor take the same company bus as me. well haha not tt serious la. but it means i cant play tt often or tt i must surf the net more discreetly. the weekend was gr8. i finally met rolyn on fri!!! she gave me chocolates she bought from swiss. it was really sweet of her. we went shopping in mango again. i think tts all i've bn talking abt these few days. haha. i saw ziyen in mango with her bf. but when i turned ard, she's gone. so we walked ard heeren. i think tt actually heeren is quite boring haha. i think i shld go shopping in far east next sat. on sat i went shopping in town. me n bryan just floated ard town. i dont think we bought anything. but he got his transformer vcd. n i got my straw bag. its not the size i want so i dunno if i shld get a bigger one.. anyway i went hm early tt day cos i wanna go to yahoo auctions. i found all the old cds tt i nvr listen to anymore and put them all for sale in yahoo auctions. so i spent the whole sunday uploading those pictures and its still not done yet! argh! its really tedious. i think next wk we are cont with bryan's lot. he's selling his football figurines. i think he's got 200 to sell. and tt does not includes like a lot more he decided to keep for long term collection. if tt does not work out maybe i'll just sell everything to cash converter cos my rm is just too packed with rubbish. and i'm such a klutz. bryan and i have the same wallet so yesterday when i was stuffing everything into his bag, i accidentally throw my wallet into his bag! omg! tt's super duper inconvenient for me. no ez-link card?! and bryan was suppose to meet me later to pass me my wallet n get the movie passes from me but i forgot to bring out my movie passes. i think i'm watching batman begins tmr, then war of the worlds on wed with my folks, then intial d with my folks. my bro n i decided to treat my folks to the movies. i mean tt'll work out if i'm financially better by mid-wk haha. so tt means i cant go to rina's hse to bake cookies! hmm.. tt's a sticky situation. i'm just so busy these days. i've not skipped in years. and i've got a class gathering this sat. and next wk is my orientation wk and next sat is my sec sch class gathering. i most prob dont have time to contact everyone. so hopefully weiling will do a good job. i hope the attendance is good. i mean i think tt these class gatherings right, everyone must make an effort. i dunno wots wrong with those ppl who are apparently free but dowan to come. anti-social?