We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
o man i'm so bored i'm falling asleep. i dislike working. hate is too strong a word. after all its the thing i'm gonna bk stuck with for the rest of my later life so i must learn to love it soon. i was just thinking abt how my super long hols is gonna end. i really dont wanna go bk to sch. this time is different from jc or wot cos i know this is gonna b my final phase of my education so after tt i gotta work. i dont wanna face the harsh realities of life. argh. i wanna b a student forever. i think maybe i shld get a part-time job during my uni to finance my shopping. but i'm too lazy to do so haha. my bf asked me to get new shoes. i was dumbfounded when he said tt considering i have at least 8 pairs of shoes. just tt i keep wearing the same 2 all the time haha.
i'm super tired today. i think its monday blues. thank god i took leave for the next 2 days. fri was the last pilates lesson. so sad. the lesson was pretty difficult tho' the teacher didnt stop like we used to, to check our positions. she just went on and on. sat was a pretty boring day. i was waiting for my dad to come hm to bring us out. and he came hm only at 4+. so i went to lil india to thread my brows and i bought my creative neeon from sim lim!!! omg! its so pretty. i bought orange but i think purple is nicer so i told the guy i'm going bk to xchange when the new stock comes next wk cos apparently the one i bought is the last piece. it burned a huge hole in my pocket. o man. i've like used up all i earned and didnt really manage to save grr. then my dad brought us to this lok kok coffee shop opp sim lim tower to eat cos his friend recommended it to him. omg. the food the is gr8. i mean i tot it was like not tt good. they have this dish called chao da bee hoon which i thought was friedn ommelette when it came considering my dad's love for eggs. then i realised it was bee hoon. then there was salad prawn which was totally hotel standard. i mean in those hotel they even halved the prawn but they dont. and i had mongolian chicken which is v tasty. and its only like $36 for the four of us. yest i left my hse early to meet bryan and he was going to have an operation (those done in the hospital) today so he wanted to go to guan yin temple. then we walked ard bugis junction and i bought some eye gel frm fancl =) then we went to bugis village. o man when we reach there it was already 12pm and like 80% of the shops still havent open. esp those upstairs one grr. then i ate the hakka food suan pan zi. cos yvonne told me its so nice tt she eats them everytime she go there. and indeed its v nice. it was so unlike my impression of yam. then after we went to guan yin temple. we went to sim lim sq again. actually it was me who was again. then after tt we decided to go to marina sq. it was pretty boring. i guess in sgp the only places i really shop is in bugis and town. the hans there didnt even have my fave peach tart. and like maybe 20% of the shops there were still not rented out. so after a while we went hm. cos it was father's day so me n my bro decided to give my dad a treat to pasta fresca. then bryan went hm to bring his dad out for dinner. the food at pasta fresca was not tt fab. maybe i shld just stick to pasta. i had this seafood platter thingy and there was only 3 prawns?! then for appetizer we actually had garlic bread and calamari so i was commenting tt chewing on those calamari make my cheeks ache. then when my seafood platter came. omg i saw more calamari *faints* i think the seafood platter at fish and co is better. my bro ate fish and chips the my mom ate lamb chops. i thought hers looked the best but too bad i dont eat mutton. the bill amounted to like $114. *opens mouth in wide eye horror* but after hearing how much bryan spent on his father's day celebration i thought mine was chicken feet. they went to some chinese restaurant and the nuts they serve as appetizer was already $8. i saw yu mei at marina sq on sunday too. it was a pleasant surprise although we didnt talk to each other =)