We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
baa. i've bn sick for the past few days. the coldness of hands and feet is now gone but the asthmatic feeling; shortness of breath is still there. always have to breathe in more deeply because my already small nostrils is still congested. my dad was so evil, the chinese doc told me nt to eat like biscuits, chicken, spicy stuff, glutinious rice stuff and fried stuff and he went to the pasar malam at the market across the st to buy this cheesy chicken hotdog to tempt me. i insisted not to eat and he left only to come bk again to force me to take one bite before he willingly leaves me along. grr.. but i love him for fixing ally my broken bag straps with his trusty elephant glue. it goes to show how heavy my tbs are. nt tt i'm studying v hard. its already 1 mth since the sch started and i'm still playing catch up and nxt wk there's already a quiz. omg. and loadsa party to attend this wkend. *woot* omg and my mom was like persuading me to do my masters after i got my deg after seeing tt ntu is ranking high in the dunno wot master's list. when i told her tt i'm already struggling she commented tt i shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu. cos they can afford to pay for my education as long as i wanna study but i dont wanna study anymore.. and yet her colleagues wanna save up money to study masters. omg i need a break from all this studying. i was mentally thinking how great it would be if she were to give me the money meant for my masters and let me do some retail therapy with it hurhur. cant wait for tmr to b over. i absolutely dread AA201.. i so need my dear kristine to enlighten me on this.