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Profile esther, 161186 We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. 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Thursday, June 16, 2005 i was thinking how come whenever u killed an ant, you'll see another one soon after. is it because when one is dead the other one upon receiving no signals thru the feelers wanders out to locate the first one? i hate killing. but i cant help killing ants. i dunno if it is because i killed one tts y more and more are appearing to irritate me. there's no ants ard me now. this is just a random post. i was also thinking abt ear wax. why is there ear wax. i was attached to ttsh b4 n the doc told me not to dig the ear wax cos you'll end up pushing it in deeper. but sometimes i cant help it. is ear wax really wax? can u use it to light candles like the ogre in shrek? does the ear wax ever stop accumulating? like when u dont dig n there's already a lot, it'll stop production? tt was dumb. anyway i was thinking how many true friends i have. i heard this story on the radio a while ago. there's this woman, she wanted to get a fleece jacket cos winter was coming, so there she go walking down the street. she saw the perfect fleece jacket she wanted. she went into the first store to enquire the price of the jacket. it was $55. the next store she went in, the person said that the jacket was $60. finally as she walked down the street of shops, she met up with one of her long lost friend whom she used to be buddies with. her friend had open a boutique and they started to exchange contacts. while at it, she saw the fleece jacket tt she wanted so badly in her friend's shop. thus, without even asking the price, she told her friend, i want this jacket wrap it up for me. her friend then said, well since ur my friend i shall not charge you too expensive. $100 is enough. she didnt say anything. and since she was so happy to remeet her long lost friend, her smile was still plastered on her face. she never contacted her friend after that and vice versa. winter soon came and she didnt use that fleece jacket as she was afraid tt it would not b warm enough for her. have anyone pondered abt their actions and see if they are like the boutique owner? did you because of wanting to take a little advantage of your friend, resulting in the lost of a good friendship. well, i shall b less self-centered. i'll try my best to catch up with my friends more!!! i'm feeling sleepy today again. i was checking out the flipflops at newurbanmale. their flip flops look good but i think they are a tad too ex. perhaps its cos they are branded in their own way ba. anyway i made a booboo abt my freshman orientation. i'm still confused n not sure as to go or not. i was reading the brochure n saw FOC dinner and dance at mariott hotel. n i was like free of charge?! until i saw FOC=Freshman Orientation Camp. yea cos if i dont go i'll not get to know a lot of ppl n i'd miss the fun. if i go i'd miss my 3 driving lessons n miss getting to meet up with my friends. maybe i shall just toss a coin to decide grr. boy! i've bn doing nth the whole day cep surfing the net. i surfed like 80 pages of ebay and didnt see anything tt catch my eye cep tt rattan bag tt i've bn wanting to have for a long time. i've also bn surfing for NYC LOOP bags. omg! seeing those bags reminded me of ann, my classmate in sec4. i rem the french thing she said. tres tres gorgeous. i most prob got the french part wrong. but bags are really pretty. seeing those bags made the crumpler i wanted fade in the limelight. i was looking at the bags n they even have tampon bag. omg. not like i need them. i love their totes n clutches. i've already added www.shoplooponline.com to my favourite list. i'm super bored. i still rem in jan, when me n rolyn were out with bern, she told us to get a job tt requires the use of our brains cos tt time we were both working at D' Factory Outlet. well here i am in an office. doing a job tt has a higher pay but still doesnt require the use of my brains. i mean all i do everyday is maybe some filing, or copying and pasting information from the old system to the new system. argh! okie i just looked at my schedule next wk n i'm packed everyday cep fri. cos i booked thur to watch jue dui superstar muahahah. i'm going to swensens with jun, cheuk man and maybe shiyan next wed!!! i'm so excited! it's gonna b fun! i also just calculated my budget for this mth. one day i can spend like only $3 cos i've only got $50 for the rest of the mth. tt's like so impossible. i'm so gonna die. i still owe my bro like $50. not tt he mind. i mean he didnt even know i took his money until i told my mom and she betrayed me to tell him. grr. yea. he just ask me to put bk. but i'm so used to taking his money tt i dont count anymore haha. so i most prob owe him more than tt. i guess i'll return him when i win lottery which is like so rubbish cos i dont even buy lottery. muahahah.i think i'm going insane again. i feel like Viola Fields in monsters-in-law. yest's speedreading was gr8. my comprehension and my reading speed improved. but my reading speed did not improve as fast as i'd love it to. next wk is the last lesson already. maybe i'd b pleasantly surprised. i'm not gonna see my supervisor for the next 7 days! cos first shes going on leave then i'm going on leave haha. i was wondering how come they dont have abercrombie and hollister in sgp. i was net shopping on their website n saw this hollister jeans tt i'd like but including post it'd b like 80+ and i bet its USD. i'm going for movie with my folks tonight again. i got the ntu orientation camp thingy yesterday. it clashes with my driving damn. now i'm just looking for ppl to go with me, if confirm then i'll go cancel my driving. there are just too many admin work for uni. argh. i mean y can't they do away with all tt. luckily my mom is on leave n i got her to mail those stuff for me. tmr is my last pilates lesson. i miss pilates already. i love rolling on a ball. n the chi ball is fun. tt also means tt i'll get to go to holland v less often. so maybe i shld go get tt spoongebob squarepants invitation cards for my party in case i dont get to go holland v again. i bet julia must b enjoying herself in hk. eeks. but i think i'm going to thailand at the end of the yr cos my mom is going there for some seminar thingy so i just bunk with her. i hope it'll b in bangkok and phuket. i reach hm pretty early yest for a change. i reached hm at 1105pm =) other times i reach hm close to midnight or later than tt. i missed 4 episodes of jue dui superstar already argh. and the tong xin yuan. i think adrain pang is so damn farnie. i must stay at hm more often next wk. but looking at it it seems pretty impossible i'm already booked for some nights. bah.
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