We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
my office just changed their air freshner. so now the place smells like watermelon.
my medical checkup is on 22nd june!!! i have to take leave. so troublesome tsk tsk. i've bn doing nth but surf blogs n msn the whole day. grr.
i had really long chat with my friend yesterday n she was talking abt relationships n honeymoon period. she said tt shes long over the honeymoon period n now she's no even sure if she loves her bf or is she with him cos she's so used to him. but i guess in a relationship, i takes 2 person to upkeep. its often during this plain periods tt things happen. after wot she told me. i feel tt her bf is a really nice guy i mean hes really nice to her. i hope things work out well for them. she mentioned tt whenever she goes out with other guys she tend to compare them with her bf n ends up finding out tt her bf is better. so i hope they get married one day =) may god bless tt her bf realise wot a treasure she is too =) i guess after u have bn in a relationship for a long time. there arent much variety of surprises u can give ur partner n u start to expect more. i mean my friend told me tt at some point its really hard to accomodate and u start expecting the other party to b like the person you want he/she to be. i think tt's its very true. n its also v true n more often than not putting into practise wot u preach is more difficult than u can think.
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friday was a fun day! i had the most painful pilates in my entire life. i was having cramps throughout the lesson n the teacher kept asking us to smile during the exercise but i couldnt really do tt. but tt was my last pilates lesson with julia! i miss her a lot. i miss taking 198 home with her then we get to chat for hours. i wonder when i'll get to meet her again. i think this evening haha. sat was an even better day. i met bryan at like 1030 then we went to cini to get tix to watch movies. we watched mr n mrs smith at 1115 and madagascar at 520. mr n mrs smith was awesome. i think they are really funny. it was a really sweet show. then we walked ard cini n i bought correction tape from minitoons. it was really cute. it was in the shape of a monkey. then we walked ard town n went to fareast. i finally found ziyen's shop. its not bad. we finally bought the watch i like!!! i dunno if bryan loved it as much tho'. i managed to get him pay for them haha. then we had tea at Hans. i love their peach tart!!! we went shopping at livia and i went on a earring spree. i bought like almost all the colors of those button earrings. omg orchard was so so so packed on sat. eeks. madagascar was not as good i think. the jokes were pretty lame. i love the penguins in the show tho' i mean they were the only real funny one if i had to name one. esp when they were suntanning. we ate at take basement after the movie then we pop in to see yes 933's concert in the ngee ann city civic plaza. it was very very hot. and i only stayed for 3 of FIR's song. afterwhich we went to the nike in hereen then bryan got this really nice 3/4 pants. i surprised him with a singlet i bought from the same shop. hohoho. then we went home. we were pretty beat tt day and we sure did spend a lot of money. sunday we semi family day! my family woke up early n we went to telok ayer to eat the lor mee. i think it is not tt fantastic. i think the one at bukit purmei is nicer. after tt my folks went to the temple there to pray while me n my bro stone ard. i walked down the street n got reminded of malacca. it looks like those houses i see there. and i didnt know tt amoy street really meant xiamen street. it sorta originated from the ancestors. then my mom my bro n i walked ann siang hill. cos my dad had to drive if not we'd have to walk to china town n back to collect the car. the scenery at ann siang hill was fab. i took some pictures there. there was this wooded spiral staircase where i'd like to have taken a picture at but there was this model blocking. they were doing some photoshoot thingy. grr. then we walked down the shophouses along maxwell market n we saw this shop selling those thingys u burn for the dead n my mom was pretty intrigued so we went in n see. omg they burn stuff like dentures, colgate and i saw my bro's ex handphone there. i mean its exactly the same model. they also have offerings to burn like psp, bird nest etc. they had like bras n tv credit card, pda. omg. but there was like one man n one woman figurine and i didnt know wot it was for. my mom didnt reply when i asked her either. maybe they are maid n house keeper or sth. afterwhich we went to chinatown n my mom brought me to one shop tt does really good alteration at a really reasonable price. we finally found my dad in his car at the market there. and in front of his car was this bmw z4 and my bro took a picture of it. i was like ... after tt my mom suggested going to jln bahar to see pottery n we went into like the jungle to see those cute little pottery. they even give pottery lessons there but i wasnt v interested n the maid reason was, i was late in meeting my friend! i told her i'd meet her at 2 but i only reached at 230. haha. we took 105 to orchard n she got her phone repaired at nokia. then i pop into chai's n sweelans shop to chat with them for a bit. we walked ard for a while n had early dinner at Big Os. the food there wasnt exactly fantastic. then we went to IMM to get some varnish for my friend. it was damn packed over there but i saw jay chou's car from intial d. it looked well normal cep tt there are like jap wordings on it. then we walked to her hse. n her dog was super duper active. he kept biting my hand cos he was teething. n he barks n we couldnt really talk in peace. but it was fun. i love her room. i hope we can hang out more often! i miss my bf. i only saw him once the past wk.