We feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
-Mitch Albom
hmm.. how i wish i have a girlfriend. one whom i can call any second of anyday. one who preferably know my circle of friends. one whom i can gossip with. and one i can go shopping with n exchange tips with me. she must shop as much as me if not i'll not enjoy those shopping moments. she shld understand me w/o me even telling her or sorta hear from my tone/mood. well she is not b found. i told my bf abt this last wk. he told me its very rare in the world now. well, i'll still keep looking. i noticed tt couples tend to have a group of friends tt they hang out with after they marry. i noticed tt in my folks, my aunts and my colleagues who were married. and the trend is usually the guy's buddies. so i was wondering if it'll b the same as me. cos yest i heard from the xiao s talk show. shes getting married soon so her sis said tt after u get married, u live in a castle with the moat and everything. soon you'll grow to distance urself from ur friends and family. well, i dont think tts v good. but i dont really know how to balance it either. i hope i can b a wonderwoman soon. i think i'm mad. anyway i've also bn thinking on my wedding day i wouldnt want those elaborate chinese dinner. i just want a small tea reception at the botanic gardens. under the sun with those piano playing in the background. or even better fly those close friends n relatives to cyprus to witness my wedding ceremony. but tt's impossible. i'm knocking off in 3 mins!
i think someone need to get me a thermoflask. i've bn drinking warm water out of my trusty ice-mountain bottle everyday. i think i'm gonna die. but i'm too lazy to go n get the cute thermoflask i saw in john little, specialist center. i cant wait to get hm
i just found out tt my supervisor will take leave every mon n fri!!! omg!!! tt's a super duper good news. anyway i think i shld go shopping at marina square. its newly renovated n i've not bn there yet!!! yea i forgot to add yest the makeup artist was pretty nice. but hes a bit guy. well guys who do that kinda job tends to have a more unique preference. but hes really nice giving me tips abt my face. he asked me if i had worn the makeup they gave me and i said i dont really know how to wear make-up without looking ghoulish. then he told me i have long eyelashes n i shld at least wear a mascara. i was shocked. cos i rem last yr when i was shopping at the M.A.C counter with my grandmother, she refused to buy me the mascara cos she said i have no lashes. well, my pics will b in july's issue of FIRST mag. i hope it isnt too bad. i'm getting the photographer to email me the pics after they completed the layout.
yesterday was shopping day again. i woke up at 8am. it was raining yest so i really didnt wanna wake up. but after tt my dad fetch me to paragon n i went to miss sixty to try their clothes. they have the ugliest clothes n they are so not worth it. finally they made me wear this polo tee, jeans their belt, shoes n bracelet. then i went to do my makeup. this time the makeup guy did green for me. kinda weird color. but it suited wot i wore tt day. unfortunately when i remove my top to change the makeup got onto my white shirt. grr. after the not so professional photoshoot. i met qijun n we walked over to buy movie tickets for my bf is type b. omg the movie is so damn gd. it went down to the list of favourite movies. before tt i ate korean food at the cini food court. i think they have the most worth it korean food over there. the bbq chicken set is $4.5 compared to other food court tt is like $6+ considering its a food court in town. its rather cheap. after the movie, we adjourned to hereen n shopped ard. we bought beaded necklace n button earrings. i went to far east after tt n i saw this watch tt i really like but its a tad too costly. it was lesson after tt n i reached hm at like 1115. i was so tired. but i watch the yu le bai fen bai. with big s n small s. quite farnie. today i'm going to my grandparent's hse for dinner!!! cos its dumpling festival celebration. the actual day was sat but my grandma have some wedding dinner to attend. we are having chillie crab and salt steam crab. i've nvr tried the latter b4. i think it shld b nice! hmm.. thinking abt it makes me hungry. i shall go to work now.